Contractors

I haven't written in awhile . 2016 is a hard year , I have felt alone a lot this year , I've felt outta control mostly. Work is weird , dealing with contractors makes you want to cry . God is here though. He has never left me. For I know the plans I have for you ,'my son '. I know this is true just having a hard time right now with all . Living with my parents has been good but tough too , i don't want to do this again . There is a reason why God says to us male and female He created them and that they should leave their parents . I guess that's the hard part for me is I see my life 5 yrs ago and how freeing that felt to be just Ashley and I and then came along Millie and now I feel like all is lost and I'm living with my parents again , losing all sense of identity or family I created. God help ! God answer ! Our family isn't complete yet , we don't have a home to live in that's our own , but we still need to be hopeful . God help! God ! Help! Please show me what contractor to use for Hardy ... Amen