God is always Faithful

Why do I always get it wrong?
Why is my focus always on this world?
When I could be "dancing to the rhythm of Your heart"?
I think its Time to start really pursuing God again.
And enjoy work without worrying if someone is going to leave you or not.
God is always faithful.
Why does it even have to be about work?
When will it be about Joy?
Love?
Peace?
Why do I always get it wrong?
Will I ever get it right?