Whenever did sweating while playing a video game become even a thought? I remember being a "blueberry" sized kid playing Mario Kart on the 64...did I sweat? Are you kidding...I ate cheese-its and listened to some Nelly with my boi Matt Whitman.
But now however, (mature as I am) I dance. Just Dance 2 I do. I bought it because Ashley and I get bored with the mundane TV watching (I would rather read, she would rather watch TV) so we create this thing called "Compromise". Yeah I think it might be a lost art, because we didn't realize that even being so young, being so "in love", and being so "drawn together" that "little foxes" would come try to ruin this love vineyard. (Holla at ya boi Solomon).
So we "Compromised" and played some Just Dance 2. And my butt is sore (both of them) and my foot I think I sprained. (Give me a break). But it was rather nice, to receive some "High 5's" on our dancing abilities, go on a walk afterwards, and then feel "guilt-free" afterwards eating at our favorite place in town , The Beehive. The soreness was worth it indeed.
With all the silliness aside I realize now another "soreness" that can arise....the "soreness" of an unapologetic heart. (Remember the engagement books?) My last chapters of both of my books are over "Apologizing". And I admit, I really didn't think too much of the chapters (duh you say "I am sorry" and everything gets better, come on Einstein enlighten me). I thought.
But now I see at times, my lack of extending the "sorry". Ok yeah lets "Compromise"... and were doing something together (check), but something still inside me wants it my way, my time, my, my, my ,my, my. Wow...
You don't realize how selfish you are, until you have been with someone you love....even more so...
You don't realize how selfish you are...until you try not to be.
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